2011 first post

okay...i know it's been a long time i didnt post anything here...

at first, i taught i can post many thing about x'mas and new year pictures...

but at the end, my December is full of tears and sadness...

i think most of my reader know how emo i am recently...

but it's real...everytime when i thk of im gonna stay alone, live alone, watching movie alone..

my tears will automatically comes out and yet it's hard to stop also...

the day i spent this few weeks is really boring and full of sadness..

but what can i do ..? he already gave up me, what i do also useless...

because it doesn't work on him anymore...

i know im like giving up myself also...but it's real...

i really don't have any motivation without him..

the sadness and the tears always comes to me at the middle of the night...

what should i do..i just can wipe off and say to myself..be tough...

i only can said i already try my best to do it well in front of my families..

what can i do ...?

always act like im really happy can satisfied what i gain and what i get..(only infront of them..)

after that i will either use the beer or movies to make myself tired and fall a sleep...

really stupid right..?

but girls always the one get hurt and some of them even do the more stupid thing than me..

but i won't do those thing that will ends my life...because i still have my parents ..they need me...

btw, what i do recently is just sit ,lye, eat and slp...(just a simple life)

i don't know i should continue writing my blog or not...

because it may sounds emo and sad...

im sorry if u thk my post is boring and emo...

Katy Perry - Firework

i just love her voice so so much...

oh yea...Christmas coming tat means im going to finish my final soon...

exam will finish on 20th Dec...hurray....with the season of Christmas & CNY coming soon, i had change my blog design into red red so that there's a feeling of happiness coming....wakakaka

i had started my final yesterday, the moral really makes me crazy...60 obj and need to done it within 2hours...act is really not enuf time to complete it...some i really tembak only...

anywhere...will blog again asap as the time i left at Kampar not really long...so, c u guys soon~

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imma hot temper girl recently....

hubby : how come u so easy to get mad..?

me : how i noe..? u should ask my temper...!!

hubby : nahhh...nahh..u c , im jz asking u some simple quest u ans like tat.......

im sorry dar, maybe is the stress before the final...im so so so sorry ya....

hope u forgive me...

i admit that im not a good gf, due to many many many fact......

so ... what can i do..? try my best to get the best result to my dar n my parents....

dar, u're the one will never talk louder in front of me..

and i really like those people talk loudly in front of me..!!

24112010 >>Moral kempen

aikkkss...the photos are all original 1...no time to edit ...

but it's good coz can let u all reader know..what is the real things...

our moral kempen with the title...peprangan~oh oh....there's non stop of killing...

overall the kempen makes us feel joyful and also glad to meet new friends....

and also appreciate for ah mong n vanesse helpin

g us to complete the show...good show...babes..

okay...pixie time...

tat's me of the day...dun laugh....i just wane try my best...

leader of the kempen...

'' wat should i do...im too pretty...''

devil phei yee...lay yin & wen bing

tot u can run from us..???

all the face are drawn...

yea....the helper of the day...love u~muacks..

pity lay yin yr face too big...so can draw a lots....*kidding*

her face looks like..''uhhh...don't....''....hahahha

JC birthday post

OMG....is the 3rd year that we celebrate with out 'dai lou'...

i still remember past 2 years that we still in our diploma life...we celebrate with him at our very old house at Genting Klang...but after 2years we still celebrate with him...at new environment and this time add in his beloved....dai shou....hahaha

pretty vanesse and li jin

slim slim li tin & hotlog...

after the birthday party i felt i will have the fish ball for a year...

our technician of the day ~

actually there are still lots of pictures to show...but i didn't save in my lappie...

if u're intrested...do view the pictures at FACEBOOK

after the party....their house like quite dirty...but due to the time...we unavailable to clean up...

so sori....haha...but still enjoy the party so so much...

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hello there...sorry for no any update here...as im so so so busy about the kempen for the moral...

im going to update the photo once i get it...be patient here....

do view my blog often ya...thx~

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i miss him badly right now....

wat i can do is just waiting the time pass and wait for the time he wane come...

almost half month i didnt see him.. really miss him badly right now....

maybe u guys think that im a lil bit childish, but this is wat i wan to express right now and wat i feel right now...

miss the time laugh with him...

miss the time having meal with him...

miss the time we holding our hands together and walk....

hate the time when he's leaving...

hate the time hugging with him just to say goodbye..

hate the time when we arguing...

yeah....with many reason we go through...it makes our relation growth...

what im waiting is our very 1st anniversary...im still cracking my head what should i do for him...as the present already gave it to him...

OMG....thinking all those creative work...i just realize my drawing pen is out of stock..wtf...

2mr will be having another holiday that without him...have to prepare for my KEMPEN...

and this kempen had cause a lots of worried from me...

im still wondering how's our kempen will looks like on that day....

oh yea...this weekend im having 2mid-term test...u can say im dying soon....or u can say maybe i can do it.....but the 1st mid term is on saturday and another 1 on sunday....really F*** right..

sunday also have test..really special lar, this UTAR....

anyway, hope u all will enjoy yr holiday and beware of yr wallet as the mega sales coming...

better keep some for that time....

have a nice day, peeps....

It's THURSDAY

OMG...it's almost end of the week2....

havent done everything i planned....it's reli sucks...

this few days feel that bad luck is surrounding me...

Monday my car was locked by the security with the reason illegal parking...wtf..!!

and thx to my classmates, sook im...done the payment with me...

and next is my really sucks window...it broke up into pieces because it's hard to close due to the housemates too noisy...just wan a peaceful night and enjoy my movies with some beer....

and wtf...my housemates noisy like hell...

pls think of the other housemate as YOU're not living alone...shit...!

and i still don't know how much should i pay for the window...anyway, really feel bad...

for this week, the assignment...is nothing to talk about...

leader had distribute all the job...and my mind is still empty...don't know what should i do for that~

hope everything goes fine....

i'm just so so so tired of this...