It's THURSDAY

OMG...it's almost end of the week2....

havent done everything i planned....it's reli sucks...

this few days feel that bad luck is surrounding me...

Monday my car was locked by the security with the reason illegal parking...wtf..!!

and thx to my classmates, sook im...done the payment with me...

and next is my really sucks window...it broke up into pieces because it's hard to close due to the housemates too noisy...just wan a peaceful night and enjoy my movies with some beer....

and wtf...my housemates noisy like hell...

pls think of the other housemate as YOU're not living alone...shit...!

and i still don't know how much should i pay for the window...anyway, really feel bad...

for this week, the assignment...is nothing to talk about...

leader had distribute all the job...and my mind is still empty...don't know what should i do for that~

hope everything goes fine....

i'm just so so so tired of this...

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have a wonderful Sunday this week...never felt so happy after i came here....

consider as the most happy day in Kampar...

thx to my parents for giving me an opportunity to have a car here for my convenient...

really appreciate it~

by the way today morning ...

1st stop-- dim sum...

the dim sum at kampar no really bad...

got the taste like Ipoh 1...although i got no pictures to show..but the service, price and taste not bad...

2nd stop-- Tesco + Sushi King...

nom..nom..nom...

my big mouth cant stop to chew those foods....

and my tummy growth bigger and bigger....hahaha

fml, im not going all this place alone...i'm with my monkey boy...

really touched that he always with me although we had to jalan kaki all the way go out from my hostel to the venue..but it's okay...everything is over...

3rd stop--bring the monkey boy all the way from new town to old town..

and helping me to recognize all those shortcut...

i'm so happy...he never complain of my driving skills...and i know i'm a bad temper driver..

so ppl, beware of me....hahaha

lastly, i have to send the monkey boy to the bus station....

yes, fyi, he came on Saturday and have to go bek on Sunday...

really rush uh...

anyway, today try the drive thru of McD....

pretty fun...

haha....

enjoy yr day ~

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sorry for not posting any pictures in my favorite bloggie..

with the reason that im too lazy to switch on the Bluetooth and switch it off again...

haha...

everyone know that im a lazy bug....

so sorry~

i think i had appear a while...coz there is no internet access at my house...

i had gone through the day that i HATE the most...which is my birthday...i have an 'unforgettable' birthday this year..

.which is the one i loves is not with me...everyone know that i can't live without him...n he cant spend my birthday with me and i really sad...even the day before my birthday i had cry whole night.....nothing important than birthday...!!!

for me...those Christmas... anniversary....all is unnecessary....but BIRTHDAY is the must...

i told him that i will never spend my birthday with him anymore...

for my dear friend, i bet they know this is the 1st year i spend my birthday with him...

but at the end...i got nothing special on that day ..

i expect he'll give me a surprise...but end up with nothing....

i never felt so so so sad that day...

for past 2years i got my house-mates and my classmates with me....

but not for this year...

until now im still can fell the pain....

i saw many friends or bloggers can enjoy their big day with their closest...but for me...i end up my big day with the notes and whole day class..

im envy of that....

but reli thx to my friends at kampar...they celebrate with me...and im so touched....

im always think that did i made a wrong choice for my future...??

should i continue my life here...with this suxx place...with those bad things that continued happen on me...i reli need someone with me all the time...but who's available..?

i miss my ex-housemate which can chat with me even they had morning class on the next day...

i miss the time i cry in-front them, but they'll never stop me from crying....

sometimes when i stress i reli dunoe who should i chat with...

brother thinks that it's very easy to live here...

parents prepared everything for me...

but there's still many thing i nid to settle myself...

those stress cant be explained....

and i noe that only me, myself can solve it...

whatever...Im reli sad on my big day....

i think nobody will have a lame birthday like me....

i swear i'll never celebrate it again..!!

finally ... everything is finally now....

finally in new sem....

finally the worst birthday over....

finally result out...

finally back to here.....

everything was happened in a minute....

even me oso cnt accept this all.....

but anyway...life is still go on...cant pause it....jz can choose which channel u wane enjoy.....

Finals around the corner....

people out there, please pray for me....

so that i can focus during the finals..

i'm so worried of my MRIP....i still have no ideas about it...

hope can pass it all...

will try my best...

bye, my blog...

meet u after i finish my war and still alive...

bye, fb...

will continue soon~

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why girls have to suffered every month..?
i don't get it...
and i hate it....
i wish to be boy to avoid all this suffered ~


imma super duper lazy to move now..
i had stick on my chair for few hours....
i wish to blog...
but im lazy to transfer my picture to my lappie..
i wish to watch movie..
but once i lye on the bed...it's hurt...


wht can i do is jz boring with the fb boring games...

my mood is still down down down...
as my darling gone bek yesterday....
it's still not enuf although he already accompany me for few days...(bcoz merdeka day)
i wish i can be more independent so that darling will not feel suffered o~
im very sorry to my darling...
i will try to change my attitude..
muacks~


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uhhhhh....have to prepare for my finals...? i don't thk so...bcoz i still haven't switch on my study mood yet...how~~~help me...can i pass thru all this..? there are many reason why i can't concentrate
1) i havent done my own notes.
2) my network here is excellent, it makes my hand itchy
3) i got nobody accompany me study(i miss my yean,nini n all my x-housemates)

with all these reason i really cannot concentrate...i have to watch movie and then study and after that my brain was so blank...damn shit..should i throw my lappie away..?
btw...my final will start on 14th Sep. 2010 ~~~ 27th Sep. 2010....izit a lil bit long ..??? and guess wat, the duration list in the calendar in totally different..wat the shit....who is the planner..?i wane kill him/her.... i cannot complain on my exam timetable becoz i thk it also helping me to pass...(give me 10days break to study 2 subs)

okay i shall continue my notes now...
take k, ppl....i will miss my blog a lot...
i will blog if i feel my hand itchy~

I'm just came back from KL and also Malacca...yeap..last weekend was the most happy moments i ever have....attend my brother's degree convocation and then meet our new family member..which is dai shou...*hehehe*she's very nice...good girl...and she's too thin when she's stand beside me~im just so so so jealous..==''
after that we headed all the way back to Malacca, my sweet home...feel very relax when i arrive my home..no worried of eat sleep and also the work i do half-way at Kampar...*hate*
although i go back Malacca but i never step to the outside door til the day i have to come back...hate the feeling to leave..watching my parents' back view is such a sad thing u know...
after that have to come back and attend the PTPTN submitting the doc..just to come back and submit it...and this is another story that i really wane share here..
although we are borrowing the money from government and still have to look at those 'pork face'..
i damn angry with their attitude...not only me,but some of them also kena shoot..
i can swear i listen very careful what the pork told me is to let the ppl sign at the place where i sign..n when the time i let her check again..she shout at me and said :
'' U TAU DENGAR BAHASA MELAYU TAK..? BERAPA UMUR AWAK MASIH TAK TAU APA SAYA CAKAP...''
what the *f____* if i donoe the BAHASA MELAYU how i fill all those form, how can i live til today....reli have a pork brain...
i was damn angry that moment , but the moment i pass up it was like...uhhh, finally..
because of those doc, i had many bad dreams before this..and yet they request for many many thgs..i hope i really can get this loan , if not i really donoe where to vomit such amount of money to pay my fees...