Katy Perry - Firework

i just love her voice so so much...

oh yea...Christmas coming tat means im going to finish my final soon...

exam will finish on 20th Dec...hurray....with the season of Christmas & CNY coming soon, i had change my blog design into red red so that there's a feeling of happiness coming....wakakaka

i had started my final yesterday, the moral really makes me crazy...60 obj and need to done it within 2hours...act is really not enuf time to complete it...some i really tembak only...

anywhere...will blog again asap as the time i left at Kampar not really long...so, c u guys soon~

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imma hot temper girl recently....

hubby : how come u so easy to get mad..?

me : how i noe..? u should ask my temper...!!

hubby : nahhh...nahh..u c , im jz asking u some simple quest u ans like tat.......

im sorry dar, maybe is the stress before the final...im so so so sorry ya....

hope u forgive me...

i admit that im not a good gf, due to many many many fact......

so ... what can i do..? try my best to get the best result to my dar n my parents....

dar, u're the one will never talk louder in front of me..

and i really like those people talk loudly in front of me..!!

24112010 >>Moral kempen

aikkkss...the photos are all original 1...no time to edit ...

but it's good coz can let u all reader know..what is the real things...

our moral kempen with the title...peprangan~oh oh....there's non stop of killing...

overall the kempen makes us feel joyful and also glad to meet new friends....

and also appreciate for ah mong n vanesse helpin

g us to complete the show...good show...babes..

okay...pixie time...

tat's me of the day...dun laugh....i just wane try my best...

leader of the kempen...

'' wat should i do...im too pretty...''

devil phei yee...lay yin & wen bing

tot u can run from us..???

all the face are drawn...

yea....the helper of the day...love u~muacks..

pity lay yin yr face too big...so can draw a lots....*kidding*

her face looks like..''uhhh...don't....''....hahahha

JC birthday post

OMG....is the 3rd year that we celebrate with out 'dai lou'...

i still remember past 2 years that we still in our diploma life...we celebrate with him at our very old house at Genting Klang...but after 2years we still celebrate with him...at new environment and this time add in his beloved....dai shou....hahaha

pretty vanesse and li jin

slim slim li tin & hotlog...

after the birthday party i felt i will have the fish ball for a year...

our technician of the day ~

actually there are still lots of pictures to show...but i didn't save in my lappie...

if u're intrested...do view the pictures at FACEBOOK

after the party....their house like quite dirty...but due to the time...we unavailable to clean up...

so sori....haha...but still enjoy the party so so much...

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hello there...sorry for no any update here...as im so so so busy about the kempen for the moral...

im going to update the photo once i get it...be patient here....

do view my blog often ya...thx~

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i miss him badly right now....

wat i can do is just waiting the time pass and wait for the time he wane come...

almost half month i didnt see him.. really miss him badly right now....

maybe u guys think that im a lil bit childish, but this is wat i wan to express right now and wat i feel right now...

miss the time laugh with him...

miss the time having meal with him...

miss the time we holding our hands together and walk....

hate the time when he's leaving...

hate the time hugging with him just to say goodbye..

hate the time when we arguing...

yeah....with many reason we go through...it makes our relation growth...

what im waiting is our very 1st anniversary...im still cracking my head what should i do for him...as the present already gave it to him...

OMG....thinking all those creative work...i just realize my drawing pen is out of stock..wtf...

2mr will be having another holiday that without him...have to prepare for my KEMPEN...

and this kempen had cause a lots of worried from me...

im still wondering how's our kempen will looks like on that day....

oh yea...this weekend im having 2mid-term test...u can say im dying soon....or u can say maybe i can do it.....but the 1st mid term is on saturday and another 1 on sunday....really F*** right..

sunday also have test..really special lar, this UTAR....

anyway, hope u all will enjoy yr holiday and beware of yr wallet as the mega sales coming...

better keep some for that time....

have a nice day, peeps....

It's THURSDAY

OMG...it's almost end of the week2....

havent done everything i planned....it's reli sucks...

this few days feel that bad luck is surrounding me...

Monday my car was locked by the security with the reason illegal parking...wtf..!!

and thx to my classmates, sook im...done the payment with me...

and next is my really sucks window...it broke up into pieces because it's hard to close due to the housemates too noisy...just wan a peaceful night and enjoy my movies with some beer....

and wtf...my housemates noisy like hell...

pls think of the other housemate as YOU're not living alone...shit...!

and i still don't know how much should i pay for the window...anyway, really feel bad...

for this week, the assignment...is nothing to talk about...

leader had distribute all the job...and my mind is still empty...don't know what should i do for that~

hope everything goes fine....

i'm just so so so tired of this...

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have a wonderful Sunday this week...never felt so happy after i came here....

consider as the most happy day in Kampar...

thx to my parents for giving me an opportunity to have a car here for my convenient...

really appreciate it~

by the way today morning ...

1st stop-- dim sum...

the dim sum at kampar no really bad...

got the taste like Ipoh 1...although i got no pictures to show..but the service, price and taste not bad...

2nd stop-- Tesco + Sushi King...

nom..nom..nom...

my big mouth cant stop to chew those foods....

and my tummy growth bigger and bigger....hahaha

fml, im not going all this place alone...i'm with my monkey boy...

really touched that he always with me although we had to jalan kaki all the way go out from my hostel to the venue..but it's okay...everything is over...

3rd stop--bring the monkey boy all the way from new town to old town..

and helping me to recognize all those shortcut...

i'm so happy...he never complain of my driving skills...and i know i'm a bad temper driver..

so ppl, beware of me....hahaha

lastly, i have to send the monkey boy to the bus station....

yes, fyi, he came on Saturday and have to go bek on Sunday...

really rush uh...

anyway, today try the drive thru of McD....

pretty fun...

haha....

enjoy yr day ~

^^

sorry for not posting any pictures in my favorite bloggie..

with the reason that im too lazy to switch on the Bluetooth and switch it off again...

haha...

everyone know that im a lazy bug....

so sorry~

i think i had appear a while...coz there is no internet access at my house...

i had gone through the day that i HATE the most...which is my birthday...i have an 'unforgettable' birthday this year..

.which is the one i loves is not with me...everyone know that i can't live without him...n he cant spend my birthday with me and i really sad...even the day before my birthday i had cry whole night.....nothing important than birthday...!!!

for me...those Christmas... anniversary....all is unnecessary....but BIRTHDAY is the must...

i told him that i will never spend my birthday with him anymore...

for my dear friend, i bet they know this is the 1st year i spend my birthday with him...

but at the end...i got nothing special on that day ..

i expect he'll give me a surprise...but end up with nothing....

i never felt so so so sad that day...

for past 2years i got my house-mates and my classmates with me....

but not for this year...

until now im still can fell the pain....

i saw many friends or bloggers can enjoy their big day with their closest...but for me...i end up my big day with the notes and whole day class..

im envy of that....

but reli thx to my friends at kampar...they celebrate with me...and im so touched....

im always think that did i made a wrong choice for my future...??

should i continue my life here...with this suxx place...with those bad things that continued happen on me...i reli need someone with me all the time...but who's available..?

i miss my ex-housemate which can chat with me even they had morning class on the next day...

i miss the time i cry in-front them, but they'll never stop me from crying....

sometimes when i stress i reli dunoe who should i chat with...

brother thinks that it's very easy to live here...

parents prepared everything for me...

but there's still many thing i nid to settle myself...

those stress cant be explained....

and i noe that only me, myself can solve it...

whatever...Im reli sad on my big day....

i think nobody will have a lame birthday like me....

i swear i'll never celebrate it again..!!

finally ... everything is finally now....

finally in new sem....

finally the worst birthday over....

finally result out...

finally back to here.....

everything was happened in a minute....

even me oso cnt accept this all.....

but anyway...life is still go on...cant pause it....jz can choose which channel u wane enjoy.....

Finals around the corner....

people out there, please pray for me....

so that i can focus during the finals..

i'm so worried of my MRIP....i still have no ideas about it...

hope can pass it all...

will try my best...

bye, my blog...

meet u after i finish my war and still alive...

bye, fb...

will continue soon~

random

why girls have to suffered every month..?
i don't get it...
and i hate it....
i wish to be boy to avoid all this suffered ~


imma super duper lazy to move now..
i had stick on my chair for few hours....
i wish to blog...
but im lazy to transfer my picture to my lappie..
i wish to watch movie..
but once i lye on the bed...it's hurt...


wht can i do is jz boring with the fb boring games...

my mood is still down down down...
as my darling gone bek yesterday....
it's still not enuf although he already accompany me for few days...(bcoz merdeka day)
i wish i can be more independent so that darling will not feel suffered o~
im very sorry to my darling...
i will try to change my attitude..
muacks~


♥

uhhhhh....have to prepare for my finals...? i don't thk so...bcoz i still haven't switch on my study mood yet...how~~~help me...can i pass thru all this..? there are many reason why i can't concentrate
1) i havent done my own notes.
2) my network here is excellent, it makes my hand itchy
3) i got nobody accompany me study(i miss my yean,nini n all my x-housemates)

with all these reason i really cannot concentrate...i have to watch movie and then study and after that my brain was so blank...damn shit..should i throw my lappie away..?
btw...my final will start on 14th Sep. 2010 ~~~ 27th Sep. 2010....izit a lil bit long ..??? and guess wat, the duration list in the calendar in totally different..wat the shit....who is the planner..?i wane kill him/her.... i cannot complain on my exam timetable becoz i thk it also helping me to pass...(give me 10days break to study 2 subs)

okay i shall continue my notes now...
take k, ppl....i will miss my blog a lot...
i will blog if i feel my hand itchy~

I'm just came back from KL and also Malacca...yeap..last weekend was the most happy moments i ever have....attend my brother's degree convocation and then meet our new family member..which is dai shou...*hehehe*she's very nice...good girl...and she's too thin when she's stand beside me~im just so so so jealous..==''
after that we headed all the way back to Malacca, my sweet home...feel very relax when i arrive my home..no worried of eat sleep and also the work i do half-way at Kampar...*hate*
although i go back Malacca but i never step to the outside door til the day i have to come back...hate the feeling to leave..watching my parents' back view is such a sad thing u know...
after that have to come back and attend the PTPTN submitting the doc..just to come back and submit it...and this is another story that i really wane share here..
although we are borrowing the money from government and still have to look at those 'pork face'..
i damn angry with their attitude...not only me,but some of them also kena shoot..
i can swear i listen very careful what the pork told me is to let the ppl sign at the place where i sign..n when the time i let her check again..she shout at me and said :
'' U TAU DENGAR BAHASA MELAYU TAK..? BERAPA UMUR AWAK MASIH TAK TAU APA SAYA CAKAP...''
what the *f____* if i donoe the BAHASA MELAYU how i fill all those form, how can i live til today....reli have a pork brain...
i was damn angry that moment , but the moment i pass up it was like...uhhh, finally..
because of those doc, i had many bad dreams before this..and yet they request for many many thgs..i hope i really can get this loan , if not i really donoe where to vomit such amount of money to pay my fees...

爸爸妈妈。。谢谢你们~

不知道是不是最近老了，什么都要看的开.....
最近都是一个人在房间里想了很多~
都是我个人的问题啦，绝对不关任何人对我的事。

我承认自己真的很脆弱。什么事都是忍不了就是哭....
觉得自己真的真的很失败，不只这样很失败的我也常常的抱怨，明明很幸福的我，还是要抱怨...
人都是这样吗？
我得老哥时常都会说我是--〉败家女
好啦。。我也认了....可是我亲爱的哥哥，你知道当你说一次这一句话的时候我的心真的在流着泪你知道吗?
我最伤心最难过不是遇到挫折的时候而是当你伤心时家人还不断的给你难听的话。。那是我最受不了的事....
一个人在外面生活真的有点难。。可是人一定要学会独立，而我的独立是慢了点，可是好过没有把，当你遇到什么难题时真的很希望找个人来聊聊，可是这时你又会担心别人会看到你脆弱的一面.......所以只好选择沉默....

现在的我什么都不要求多了...只希望能快点把这里的书读完然后出来找份工好好的赚钱。。还给爸爸妈妈~我欠你们的实在太多太多了.....有人说生个孩子就要花个100万....而我，我觉得我已经超过了这个amount~

我好想现在就回家，喝碗妈妈煮的汤哦~

♥

谢谢你，也对不起

谢谢你是因为你对我的容忍~
对不起是因为我的任性每次都让你吃不消~
我答应过你我会改就是会做到。。

也很感动你为我改了那么多，我知道因为我你失去了很多娱乐的时间。
不喜欢你出去到那么夜是因为我担心你，也因为你需要做工，所以不希望你出到那么迟。
darling,我知道有时就算你不开心都要装到很开心，明明就是累了，但因为怕我生气你就装到很精神。朋友都说我很好命，不只有父母疼还有那么好的一个男朋友疼。
这些我都知道啊，我知道你不喜欢看到我喝酒，也因为是你担心。我答应你我会改掉的。
darling，我很开心你选择了我，也因为你的选择我整个人都变了。
从那天开始我就跟我自己说。。最开心的日子都要跟你过。。
所以你生日那一天那么重要怎么可以让给被人呢。。？
所以就不要再怪我冲动了。。

Darling,我知道你一直都很疼我，所以我一定不会辜负你对我的爱。
给我多两年时间我会尽快把书读完也会读好的。
之后就不需要你那么辛苦每次来回4个钟。
每次看到你那么累都还要来陪下我，我真的很感动，所以我会更加疼爱你咯~

你放心，我在这里会好好的过完它（可是偶尔也会跟你发发牢骚，所以委屈你啦）
我会好好照顾好自己的身体的，不会让自己就那么容易的倒下的~
你在那里也是阿，不要每次都出到那么夜啊。。
Darling，等我~♥

i don't think i have a new life here...
i still cannot accept the environment here....
oh yea..i meet some new friends here...

but still...i cannot accept here..
somehow i still miss the old friends in KL, Melaka....
i miss them so so much.....
but i know that i MUST finish my degree here..and it is a MUST...
so ppl, once again...can u all wish me luck...


i hope i can pass the 1st finals exam here...
it will start on 14th September....
oh yea..4got to mention that my brother already finish his degree and 21th September is the big day of him(his convocation) which i got another chance to go KL...
Venue: MCA hall
Time: afternoon
Date: 21th September 2010(i already mentioned)

The only DIPLOMA CONVOCATION in my life

kinda busy recently....assignments, mid-terms and also ehemmmm...
i just realize i 4got to blog....so now I'm going to blog...the days i been in KL...and also my convocation....quite happy as i meet up with my old friends...and very tired after the convocation...
finally, i had completed my DIPLOMA...*wuhoooo*

THANK YOU...TARC, for giving such memorable college life...
THANK YOU ..my parents, for giving me opportunities to study at TARC....
very sorry for my families that i can't really get a good result for my diploma..
but i promise i'll do better in my DEGREE....

thank you
daddy, mommy and brother
as they rush from Malacca to KL at 5am to attend my convocation...
really touched...

there are still lots of pictures to go...but some im not going to post as i think not really necessary..
anyway, thx for the friends who attend my convo, n thk fot the flower u all gave to me, i really appreciate it...

love

have to prepare for my FINAL...i know is too early..but what to do....i'm too slow..
wish me luck, people....

my convocation already end....
miss my friends so much...
especially those attend and didn't attend convocation 1...
miss u all very much....
hope we still have chance to meet up..


i will update the photos soon~

is really hard for me to find a good friend ...???
why..???

what's the meaning of good friends..???.....thinking...in the process...
at UTAR, i think is quite hard to do so as most of the people here are the students from foundation which they already form their group at the beginning... so, how do i join their group suddenly..
i think for u also hard rite...(some people..)

okay..
next week is my convocation for diploma...yeah
and what i happy for is...meet my parents..meet some old friends....n the most important..
meet the GOOD FOODS~

somebody that i miss is coming 2mr after his work and after my exam..
bull shit..2mr the MRIP mid term dunoe how to bla for it..as this subject is quite hard for me...
and this subject is keep learning how to do an assignment and the final year project..
ouhhh...im gonna die soon...the lecturer...(nothing to say) the tutor quite good at least he still speak human language (that i understand)...
talking of my mid-term and i havent start my revision yet and i still blog here..wth..

going for my revision now....will post something after i come back from my convocation
which on 23/07/10-->KL,Setapak...

moody...

well...
the mood is still like this..
cnt get anything to make me feel very very happy here....

and today go to join other class tutorial as my tutor is too suxxxx...
cnt help on my QT ...so i have to join yee soo class..
it's been a really long time i din attend class v yee soo....miss
after the class..come back..on my lappie..
n update a while..
den log in to reapply the PTPTN



yeah....log in successful~
happy


but it's no longer happy ...






wth...







wtf....













>>>>>>>unable to connect<<<<<<<<













OMG.....
i had waited for about 10mins n the result it gives is...unable to connect????...wth~
what can i do is just....wait n be patient.....
if not i wont get this money for my studies..
i don't want dady to help me pay for my fees..i will be more stress in this way....
always scared of my cgpa...cnt drop....must maintain above 2.0-------


why all students who apply for PTPTN need to suffer like this..???
why cant it use the easier system to make students life easier..???
students need to pay attention on their studies, assignment, mid term......some more this ar....?????
hellllllll~~~
i prefer the system with the previous badge....easier...
why they dont change it back..?
and just now i heard my friends said that....the private university or colleges will help their students fill up this kind of PTPTN loan...to make their student's life easy..NO IS EASIER..
why why why..????!!! just because of they paying a higher amount of fees than us...?

NOT FAIR....

i dont think the fees here will cheap...~compare to my diploma...shit
i really hope they can thk of changing their suxx system to a better system...

i have to continue my waiting of PTPTN now...

i will upload some pictures of kampar view nxt time as the view here quite nice...
can share with u all...
but it takes time to upload it...so have to wait til after i finish my assignment...



waiting 23/07/10...pls come faster and maintain the day..

will post the previous 1 soon...
after i get the pictures frm vicky~

I'm back....

okay...i really doing nothing recently...btw...i already complete my diploma at TARC....wuhoooo...
and now...im continue my studies at KAMPAR(which is nearby ipoh)...actually im not reli like to study but wat to do..?mama n papa wan me to study for my future..and all the friends n neighbor around me keep giving me their opinion and their opinion are all agree with my papa n mama...

tats y i choose the life staying here....
i already move to KAMPAR since 27/05/10...it was the beginning of my suffer day...
1st week arrived kampar already sick...and i don't get it why my body will suddenly weak like this.
if last time the life at KL..i jz can say that im lack of exercises, but here...im exercising everyday..(bcoz im having a bicycle n cycle to my university everyday)...
is quite tired...but after sweating the whole body will become more energetic( jz remain 2hrs)...after that yr mood will down down n down...~

living in kampar is good...the cost of entertainment is reducing...the cost of everyday is reducing..
no fast food here (except KFC which my took 20mins frm my living area)...
tat's y whn i go any places that have the fast foods i will grabbed it and say YES to everythg....
yea..im very greedy~
i thk the reason y im always sick is becoz of lack of fast foods...(may be)
last time when i was in KL..the minimum i will take the fast foods once per week or at least twice per month..n now..im not taking it like 2 months already..n im addicted with it..wth~



im rushing of assignment recently and wat i reli think is university life is not reli enjoyable...especially right here...omg...the entertainment here is reli nothing..
rushing the assignment til 2am(the earliest) and get to slp 3am n wake up at 7am for 8am clz..
god~im going to insane soon...help me..
the only thing i can do..work hard..complete the degree course faster...
there's a place where students can go thr n sing(im not sure about the price)..but the sounds system is reli bad..n wat i think is...say NO...i rather don't want to sing there..


i always miss the life at KL...although i regret the time im not reli enjoy there (becoz of saving some money for right now)..but it still part of the memorable memories in my mind...always think of the time whn we gossip together..laugh together..cry together..sharing stories together n +++...miss that time so so much~
yee soo..the 1st i meet in TARC..a special girl...always give me support whn im going to give up..
lilian..the one i always telling her my stories..n thx to her..most of my sub passed...
loong..the girl that always keep something in her heart...n showing a happy face in front..but thr's tears behind that...

that's all for the post 2day...
i will continue to write my blog like last time..coz sometimes it is too boring n emo here~