im really down tat time but because of my boyfie and friends i still have to pretend very happy..
sorry my dear...but this really make me not happy..i'll take it as a really experience in my life..
i felt tat im a loser...a really stupid loser...
long time didnt felt like this .. and i think this teach me a lot....tat i need to prepare everything before go to the war..
i didn't take much pictures of the trip...because of the pimples and the tiredness shown on my face..
the trip very rush and i didnt have tat good mood to enjoy my trip..feel sad......
the smile show on my face is really pretended because i dowan anybody around feel sad because of me...and there's only one reason to make me happy and smile because of u, my dear....
u're the only reason i wan to smile....because i didn't want to c yr worried face and i feel guilty...
dear...sorry cause u worry and not happy because of me...
i will pay more concentration on my education....
feel sorry to u n my families oso.......
