for me it's still the same as im still having my semester break.
ok, i had give up on my relation...
the relation makes me really suffer and painful...
so i already give up...
i never taught of i can be such strong as i never been through all these things before...
yesterday was the last day for me n him..
i really can't think of what method to save this relation as the reason he gave me is -- his problem..
ok..
i accept as he said he wane follow his families' decision..
i never been such idiot and stupid before just to save the relation and overcome his heart..
how idiot am i .... bla bla bla...
many of my friends would said im stupid that i had chosen him and start this stupid relation..
but my dear friends, did u all know that a relation starts frm the feelings..?
oh ya....and this word FEELINGS is the reason why i accept him...
we had been through many barriers and lastly, finally, obviously we get together.....
but at the end.....we cant have a happy ending....
just want to share with the girls in relation right now...
don't do those stupid things when u are given up by HIM...as guys will never be sympathies on YOU.....anyway, i still have to thank him as he taught me a lots...
thx...Mr.A##...
i will remember what you GAVE me...
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here comes my new life...i got so many things that i have to complete in this year...
im going 21 this year...and what i loose i 'll gain it back...of course i didn't mean my relation..
i just want to gain back those i had loose in 2010...such as..friends, families and my birthday...!
because of him, i had loose so much of time that i will gain it back in this year...
hope my friends will forgive me...and my past..
well...i do have a little wish in this year...
witch is having my 21 birthday at Genting....i jz wish to do this only...
im not a greedy person as i never ask for so much of things in my life...
just hope i can do it...
as the age goes older...i felt that im not really to do so much of those ridiculous things anymore...
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