my convocation already end....
miss my friends so much...
especially those attend and didn't attend convocation 1...
miss u all very much....
hope we still have chance to meet up..


i will update the photos soon~

is really hard for me to find a good friend ...???
why..???

what's the meaning of good friends..???.....thinking...in the process...
at UTAR, i think is quite hard to do so as most of the people here are the students from foundation which they already form their group at the beginning... so, how do i join their group suddenly..
i think for u also hard rite...(some people..)

okay..
next week is my convocation for diploma...yeah
and what i happy for is...meet my parents..meet some old friends....n the most important..
meet the GOOD FOODS~

somebody that i miss is coming 2mr after his work and after my exam..
bull shit..2mr the MRIP mid term dunoe how to bla for it..as this subject is quite hard for me...
and this subject is keep learning how to do an assignment and the final year project..
ouhhh...im gonna die soon...the lecturer...(nothing to say) the tutor quite good at least he still speak human language (that i understand)...
talking of my mid-term and i havent start my revision yet and i still blog here..wth..

going for my revision now....will post something after i come back from my convocation
which on 23/07/10-->KL,Setapak...

moody...

well...
the mood is still like this..
cnt get anything to make me feel very very happy here....

and today go to join other class tutorial as my tutor is too suxxxx...
cnt help on my QT ...so i have to join yee soo class..
it's been a really long time i din attend class v yee soo....miss
after the class..come back..on my lappie..
n update a while..
den log in to reapply the PTPTN



yeah....log in successful~
happy


but it's no longer happy ...






wth...







wtf....













>>>>>>>unable to connect<<<<<<<<













OMG.....
i had waited for about 10mins n the result it gives is...unable to connect????...wth~
what can i do is just....wait n be patient.....
if not i wont get this money for my studies..
i don't want dady to help me pay for my fees..i will be more stress in this way....
always scared of my cgpa...cnt drop....must maintain above 2.0-------


why all students who apply for PTPTN need to suffer like this..???
why cant it use the easier system to make students life easier..???
students need to pay attention on their studies, assignment, mid term......some more this ar....?????
hellllllll~~~
i prefer the system with the previous badge....easier...
why they dont change it back..?
and just now i heard my friends said that....the private university or colleges will help their students fill up this kind of PTPTN loan...to make their student's life easy..NO IS EASIER..
why why why..????!!! just because of they paying a higher amount of fees than us...?

NOT FAIR....

i dont think the fees here will cheap...~compare to my diploma...shit
i really hope they can thk of changing their suxx system to a better system...

i have to continue my waiting of PTPTN now...

i will upload some pictures of kampar view nxt time as the view here quite nice...
can share with u all...
but it takes time to upload it...so have to wait til after i finish my assignment...



waiting 23/07/10...pls come faster and maintain the day..

will post the previous 1 soon...
after i get the pictures frm vicky~

I'm back....

okay...i really doing nothing recently...btw...i already complete my diploma at TARC....wuhoooo...
and now...im continue my studies at KAMPAR(which is nearby ipoh)...actually im not reli like to study but wat to do..?mama n papa wan me to study for my future..and all the friends n neighbor around me keep giving me their opinion and their opinion are all agree with my papa n mama...

tats y i choose the life staying here....
i already move to KAMPAR since 27/05/10...it was the beginning of my suffer day...
1st week arrived kampar already sick...and i don't get it why my body will suddenly weak like this.
if last time the life at KL..i jz can say that im lack of exercises, but here...im exercising everyday..(bcoz im having a bicycle n cycle to my university everyday)...
is quite tired...but after sweating the whole body will become more energetic( jz remain 2hrs)...after that yr mood will down down n down...~

living in kampar is good...the cost of entertainment is reducing...the cost of everyday is reducing..
no fast food here (except KFC which my took 20mins frm my living area)...
tat's y whn i go any places that have the fast foods i will grabbed it and say YES to everythg....
yea..im very greedy~
i thk the reason y im always sick is becoz of lack of fast foods...(may be)
last time when i was in KL..the minimum i will take the fast foods once per week or at least twice per month..n now..im not taking it like 2 months already..n im addicted with it..wth~



im rushing of assignment recently and wat i reli think is university life is not reli enjoyable...especially right here...omg...the entertainment here is reli nothing..
rushing the assignment til 2am(the earliest) and get to slp 3am n wake up at 7am for 8am clz..
god~im going to insane soon...help me..
the only thing i can do..work hard..complete the degree course faster...
there's a place where students can go thr n sing(im not sure about the price)..but the sounds system is reli bad..n wat i think is...say NO...i rather don't want to sing there..


i always miss the life at KL...although i regret the time im not reli enjoy there (becoz of saving some money for right now)..but it still part of the memorable memories in my mind...always think of the time whn we gossip together..laugh together..cry together..sharing stories together n +++...miss that time so so much~
yee soo..the 1st i meet in TARC..a special girl...always give me support whn im going to give up..
lilian..the one i always telling her my stories..n thx to her..most of my sub passed...
loong..the girl that always keep something in her heart...n showing a happy face in front..but thr's tears behind that...

that's all for the post 2day...
i will continue to write my blog like last time..coz sometimes it is too boring n emo here~