HOLIDAY

im officially switched on my holiday mood....

enjoying my holiday here.....and im still didnt have any plan for my holidays....

about 3weeks holiday....beside trips and part time...any suggestion for me..?

the final exam is coming......

OMG......the time fly............soon the final exam will start....

im scared....due to some reason, im not confidence at all....wat i can said, tis is the last chance for me....!!!

have to work harder.....

work harder= die faster....

8/9/2011 - Customer relationship management

12/9/2011 - Consumer Behavior

17/9/2011- Marketing Analysis & Decision Making

20/9/2011 - Operation Management

23/9/2011 - Entrepreneurship

all subjects are needed memorize......i dun thk i got such big memories to store them in....

pls wish me luck.....

i can't lose this time.......*pray hard hard*

happy 4th monthsary to my beloved

we had been together 4 months.....

thanks for everything, my dear....

希望我们还有数不完的四个月，四年，四十年........♥

busy weeks is coming....!

im spending my weekend with the assignments....searching the info n type ...doing the same steps indeed to complete the assignments faster....but the info im searching is really few only...

need help..! need help...!

going to KL nxt weekend...because miss boyfie much much....gonna spend his off day with him..^^

whn im tired i'll thk about yr hug...whn i sad i'll miss yr caring...whn im gonna give up i'll thk of our future........

the only motivation to me complete this degree is my family n YOU.....

although is tired and exhausted...but i'll never give up as thr are still many thgs i want to try....

so, wait for me assignmets, gonna kill u all one by one...!!

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yes..im back from the trip...and something really not happy during the trip....

im really down tat time but because of my boyfie and friends i still have to pretend very happy..

sorry my dear...but this really make me not happy..i'll take it as a really experience in my life..

i felt tat im a loser...a really stupid loser...

long time didnt felt like this .. and i think this teach me a lot....tat i need to prepare everything before go to the war..

i didn't take much pictures of the trip...because of the pimples and the tiredness shown on my face..

the trip very rush and i didnt have tat good mood to enjoy my trip..feel sad......

the smile show on my face is really pretended because i dowan anybody around feel sad because of me...and there's only one reason to make me happy and smile because of u, my dear....

u're the only reason i wan to smile....because i didn't want to c yr worried face and i feel guilty...

dear...sorry cause u worry and not happy because of me...

i will pay more concentration on my education....

feel sorry to u n my families oso.......

HOLIDAY...!

hello readers...im in my holiday now...

nothing much to post over here...

just wane share some of my schedule..

15th MAY-20th MAY: Malacca

20th May -25th MAY: KL

25th My- 27th May: PENANG.....

finally the trip is coming..im so excited and happy....thx my boyfie...muacks...love u most.

after the trip....is time to get back to the hell....result gonna release, im nervous and i hope i can pass all the subject and continue nxt sem...

it's exam period

okay...i know im not blogging for few weeks...the reason is: STUDY STUDY n STUDY...!!

fyi, my final is happening til 14th May....

im not around kampar right now but at KL.....ppl donoe sure feel like wt........

but yes....im at my boyfie place n study for my final.....

people out there....im IN THE RELATION......

so, don't ask me about this question anymore....im already ans yr guy's question,k.....

and ppl out thr don't ask me post our pictures as i'll post it once it's the time to post it....

so, pls pay attention to my blog, i'll post it anytime....^^

of yea....im planning to go penang....yea, im dreaming about this like few years and yea, it's the time to have a lil trip with my boyfie and my silly gang....*hapi*

had meet my friends and ex housemates....most happy eva is sing k with them few weeks before....and that's the happy moment i been since my convocation....

as long as leave the devil place, i'll be very happy and free from worries....

PS: a little thankful speech for u ( my love )

thanks for everything u did for me, im appreciate it and felt very touched...

although our temper sometimes are really hard to accept, but i promise u, i'll try to change it..

thanks for making me laugh all the day.... i really happy for the time been with you....

and im scared to loose u...pls...stay with me ...

u're the one let me feel that im free from worries and beside thankful i cant think of anything...

hope that our relation can carry on no matter what happen...

♥ I LOVE U..♥

this is the words that i seldom tell u~

EMO

well...most of the friends will talk about the status ... but mine status..?

i wouldn't know either because i had a confusing relationship.....

so DONT TALK ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP.....

had a boring weekend time..spending my whole weekend just to clean n sleep....

im having my muet test on Monday..but im donoe what to prepare..friends said it can't prepared anything....so, what shud i do just try my best for 2morrow....

WISH ME LUCK...

grandpa is not very well as i know from my mama, she said grandpa is not very cooperate because he dowan wear the pampers...it's difficult to force the elders to wear such thing because it's make people inconvenient....so, what we do just see how his health going....

having my final on 28/4/2010..1st subject..and im not yet prepared at all...damn nervous n donoe which subject shud i start 1st....haixxxx

i think that's all i wane post...chao~

enjoyable weekend

had an enjoyable weekend with my parents....although it's tired but somehow i felt that im very happy hanging out with them...they reached on friday and help me to move soemthing from the old place to the new place...as you know...im moving coz the agreement end at the end of april and im moving out earlier because i had to prepare for my finals...

although there are some argument but i never felt like this tired that spend my parents...i got no pics to show as my parents don't like to take photos....

im going to rest now....

stay tune...

Sunday morning ♥

for me , Sunday it's just a really normal day at Kampar....i never think of i will have this kind of activities on Sunday...

yup, playing basketball at KAMPAR....but im not involved with tat...

im reli a stupid in this kind of games...hahaha

but never mind i did gain a lot of laughter at that moments...saw them play hard just to get a score...just like we study so hard just to get a good results....

after that games, we go for BAK KUT TEH.....♥

it's reli fat i know....but im trying to diet, k....don't rush me....as there's no any event recently...so i no need tush for diet...^^


i hate my current housemates....they laugh like hell n talk like a speaker...do they know others ppl's nap time are different.....wth......

normal day for Shernnel

hello peeps....im back again...i just busy n busy about everythgs.........

as u know is a hard life im having here at Kampar...

i jz realize that im here about 1year time already....start missing the bitches at KL....

how good if the UTAR here suddenly want to change back to sungai long..? i will be very glad...

and what im doing recently is prepare for my finals...yup...i almost past another long semester edy..

goof right..? it means the more semester i past the faster the time i can graduate...

dreaming la...

i like super dizzy mode recently, although i had slept for 12hours but yet i felt very dizzy some more.. because of the weather..? every evening rain heavily than noon with a big big sun..gosh...

recently the Japan is facing the disaster which is earthquake...feel a lil bit scared with this...

pls pray for the ppls in Japan..hope everythings is fine....

my mom always tell me the earth is sicked and ppl, pls do something to stop this, okay..?

that's all for today...*praying*

HAPPRY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY

Best birthday wishes for my lovely daddy....

happy and glad to have u as my daddy....

thx for the everything u gave me and the most important is bringing me to this world...

thx for the money u spent on me..

thx for the patient u teaching me...

♥♥♥♥ thx, my super hero....love u the most... ♥♥♥♥

Happy birthday to kee wei aka. kiwi

his name is reli funny right..? kiwi fruit...haha

anyway...happy birthday...

what's good on Valentine..?

girls in relation will totally like this day...

what's good for 14/2..? receiving present and waiting for the lover five them surprise...

but what did u know about that day that really means...?

someone said if u're in relation the valentine will be whenever both of u together...

but for me, i will take it as special days to be with my friends..

i never celebrate on that day...so it doesn't mean it very special for me..

wanna show off some pictures here: ♥♥

♥

yup, all of these i received in this year valentine....

but the most weired things is..i never received any flowers...

except the day of my convocation...

that's the only flowers i received from my FRIENDS...

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hello there...how's yr Chinese New Year been...?

some people may ask me why i didn't upload any photos ..? and the reason i gave them is..im lazy to transfer the pix to my lappie.....ish...ppl will keep annoy me to let them c the pix..and i have to all the way home and transfer frm hp to lappie den i had to make another folder in my lappie...wth

anyway, have to wish u all HAPPY BIRTHDAY coz 2day is chor 7, means everybody's birthday...

and couples out thr sure very happy and busy planning their valentine day...

and i want to ask .. why oni got valentine day for the couples, how about those single's..??!!*angry*

i have to admit that im not the one really like valentine, it makes me envy of those couple holding hands together...and im the lonely bug on the road...=='''

but for those couples..i still will wish u all have a happy valentine day with yr loves and hope u all will give a warm hug to him/her....

~~~happy valentine~~~

hello readers, a very good morning to u all....

today is the 1st of the CHINESE NEW YEAR....nian chu yi...

hope u all will have a nice day~~

cheer~

The worst feelings.

-crying yourself to sleep.

-being extremely happy, then someone ruins it.

-having your plans ruined.

-having a good day, then getting bad news.

-feeling sick for the whole week.

-being ignored.

-being alone, although you have your friends around you.

-having my period on a special day.

Any feelings is worst than that?

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well readers....im outing everyday and everynight....just to make myself tired til max...

few days before is the public holiday which is Thaipusam....so make a little trip to IPOH.

it's fun and tired...really excited and keep laughing on the way to IPOH...using my 42~~~

and 10 of us to go the 1st movie while waiting others for another movies....

yea...we watched 2 movies in 1 day....

1st movie we watched...GREAT DAY...n it's the 2nd time i watched it....

not bad for our local movie....

if u said it's very touched not very...if u said is very funny, ya..it's quite funny...

2nd movie join other--HOMECOMING....tis reli makes me laugh til die...

their talking pattern is totally same as us..... 1 MALAYSIA...

coz this movie is a combination movie of SINGAPORE N MALAYSIA...nice~

after that we shop for a while and have to say bye-bye to IPOH coz most of us really battery low for the great day....anyway, it's a good begining of this sem.....really happy and appreciate it~

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canwhore-ing v my lappie as i didnt take photos since last year....

hello readers...im back...finally back to the hell....which is Kampar....

hate the environment n weather here....aiksss...

but anyway...hope i'll have a new happy sem here..

anyway..i will try my best to cover all the subject i took and thx god for bobi me last sem result~

im not alone as i still got my friends with me....

i only have my clz frm monday to thursday.....hehe...means that i'll free on every Friday~weeeee

will have a lil trip to Ipoh 2mr v my friends and BBQ on friday.....

im very excited now.....yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

fyi, pls stay tuned...

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what i can do now..?

ans: nothing....

i want to change my image..?

any recommend..?

is very useless im keep my good image like this...

PEOPLE OUT THERE....I AM SINGLE NOW...PLEASE DATE ME OUT IF U WANT....

I AM AVAILABLE ANYTIME...

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hello peeps, how's yr day 2day...

well..i just finish ma re-bond this morning....n now my hair is freaking straight...^^

another few more days i have to got bek to the devil place-- kampar...hate that place so much.

im having tough nite yesterday...headache all the way...

due to the bad mood...so i wonder what i can i replace for the alcohol..? any suggestion ..?

what can i do during the bad days..?

don't ask me hang out with friends..as i really don't like my friends to see my sad n ugly face..

don't ask me eat as im on diet....

don't ask me shopping because im lack of money...

so guys, if u got any part time jobs please recommend to me, k...

have a nice day..readers..

Elva Xiao Ya Xuan - Cuo De Ren

suddenly like this song so much...

i like the lyrics...

is just suit for my mood....

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another new day....

for me it's still the same as im still having my semester break.

ok, i had give up on my relation...

the relation makes me really suffer and painful...

so i already give up...

i never taught of i can be such strong as i never been through all these things before...

yesterday was the last day for me n him..

i really can't think of what method to save this relation as the reason he gave me is -- his problem..

ok..

i accept as he said he wane follow his families' decision..

i never been such idiot and stupid before just to save the relation and overcome his heart..

how idiot am i .... bla bla bla...

many of my friends would said im stupid that i had chosen him and start this stupid relation..

but my dear friends, did u all know that a relation starts frm the feelings..?

oh ya....and this word FEELINGS is the reason why i accept him...

we had been through many barriers and lastly, finally, obviously we get together.....

but at the end.....we cant have a happy ending....

just want to share with the girls in relation right now...

don't do those stupid things when u are given up by HIM...as guys will never be sympathies on YOU.....anyway, i still have to thank him as he taught me a lots...

thx...Mr.A##...

i will remember what you GAVE me...

............................................................................ENDS...........................................................................

here comes my new life...i got so many things that i have to complete in this year...

im going 21 this year...and what i loose i 'll gain it back...of course i didn't mean my relation..

i just want to gain back those i had loose in 2010...such as..friends, families and my birthday...!

because of him, i had loose so much of time that i will gain it back in this year...

hope my friends will forgive me...and my past..

well...i do have a little wish in this year...

witch is having my 21 birthday at Genting....i jz wish to do this only...

im not a greedy person as i never ask for so much of things in my life...

just hope i can do it...

as the age goes older...i felt that im not really to do so much of those ridiculous things anymore...

...............................................................~END~....................................................................................

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morning, readers...sorry for not posting photos recently....

but i really didn't took any pictures on my x'mas and also the new year..

all i get is just the pain in the heart...

quite emo rite..?

it's really boring in the house..

thx to my brother borrow me the broadband for 1 week, then i gonna give him back...

CHINESE NEW YEAR coming...

what had u buy for your wardrobe..?

im not in the shopping mood this year...

so my clothes and blouses are all simple...didn't mean to buy too much...

2011 first post

okay...i know it's been a long time i didnt post anything here...

at first, i taught i can post many thing about x'mas and new year pictures...

but at the end, my December is full of tears and sadness...

i think most of my reader know how emo i am recently...

but it's real...everytime when i thk of im gonna stay alone, live alone, watching movie alone..

my tears will automatically comes out and yet it's hard to stop also...

the day i spent this few weeks is really boring and full of sadness..

but what can i do ..? he already gave up me, what i do also useless...

because it doesn't work on him anymore...

i know im like giving up myself also...but it's real...

i really don't have any motivation without him..

the sadness and the tears always comes to me at the middle of the night...

what should i do..i just can wipe off and say to myself..be tough...

i only can said i already try my best to do it well in front of my families..

what can i do ...?

always act like im really happy can satisfied what i gain and what i get..(only infront of them..)

after that i will either use the beer or movies to make myself tired and fall a sleep...

really stupid right..?

but girls always the one get hurt and some of them even do the more stupid thing than me..

but i won't do those thing that will ends my life...because i still have my parents ..they need me...

btw, what i do recently is just sit ,lye, eat and slp...(just a simple life)

i don't know i should continue writing my blog or not...

because it may sounds emo and sad...

im sorry if u thk my post is boring and emo...