The worst feelings.

-crying yourself to sleep.

-being extremely happy, then someone ruins it.

-having your plans ruined.

-having a good day, then getting bad news.

-feeling sick for the whole week.

-being ignored.

-being alone, although you have your friends around you.

-having my period on a special day.

Any feelings is worst than that?

random post

well readers....im outing everyday and everynight....just to make myself tired til max...

few days before is the public holiday which is Thaipusam....so make a little trip to IPOH.

it's fun and tired...really excited and keep laughing on the way to IPOH...using my 42~~~

and 10 of us to go the 1st movie while waiting others for another movies....

yea...we watched 2 movies in 1 day....

1st movie we watched...GREAT DAY...n it's the 2nd time i watched it....

not bad for our local movie....

if u said it's very touched not very...if u said is very funny, ya..it's quite funny...

2nd movie join other--HOMECOMING....tis reli makes me laugh til die...

their talking pattern is totally same as us..... 1 MALAYSIA...

coz this movie is a combination movie of SINGAPORE N MALAYSIA...nice~

after that we shop for a while and have to say bye-bye to IPOH coz most of us really battery low for the great day....anyway, it's a good begining of this sem.....really happy and appreciate it~

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canwhore-ing v my lappie as i didnt take photos since last year....

hello readers...im back...finally back to the hell....which is Kampar....

hate the environment n weather here....aiksss...

but anyway...hope i'll have a new happy sem here..

anyway..i will try my best to cover all the subject i took and thx god for bobi me last sem result~

im not alone as i still got my friends with me....

i only have my clz frm monday to thursday.....hehe...means that i'll free on every Friday~weeeee

will have a lil trip to Ipoh 2mr v my friends and BBQ on friday.....

im very excited now.....yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

fyi, pls stay tuned...

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what i can do now..?

ans: nothing....

i want to change my image..?

any recommend..?

is very useless im keep my good image like this...

PEOPLE OUT THERE....I AM SINGLE NOW...PLEASE DATE ME OUT IF U WANT....

I AM AVAILABLE ANYTIME...

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hello peeps, how's yr day 2day...

well..i just finish ma re-bond this morning....n now my hair is freaking straight...^^

another few more days i have to got bek to the devil place-- kampar...hate that place so much.

im having tough nite yesterday...headache all the way...

due to the bad mood...so i wonder what i can i replace for the alcohol..? any suggestion ..?

what can i do during the bad days..?

don't ask me hang out with friends..as i really don't like my friends to see my sad n ugly face..

don't ask me eat as im on diet....

don't ask me shopping because im lack of money...

so guys, if u got any part time jobs please recommend to me, k...

have a nice day..readers..

Elva Xiao Ya Xuan - Cuo De Ren

suddenly like this song so much...

i like the lyrics...

is just suit for my mood....

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another new day....

for me it's still the same as im still having my semester break.

ok, i had give up on my relation...

the relation makes me really suffer and painful...

so i already give up...

i never taught of i can be such strong as i never been through all these things before...

yesterday was the last day for me n him..

i really can't think of what method to save this relation as the reason he gave me is -- his problem..

ok..

i accept as he said he wane follow his families' decision..

i never been such idiot and stupid before just to save the relation and overcome his heart..

how idiot am i .... bla bla bla...

many of my friends would said im stupid that i had chosen him and start this stupid relation..

but my dear friends, did u all know that a relation starts frm the feelings..?

oh ya....and this word FEELINGS is the reason why i accept him...

we had been through many barriers and lastly, finally, obviously we get together.....

but at the end.....we cant have a happy ending....

just want to share with the girls in relation right now...

don't do those stupid things when u are given up by HIM...as guys will never be sympathies on YOU.....anyway, i still have to thank him as he taught me a lots...

thx...Mr.A##...

i will remember what you GAVE me...

............................................................................ENDS...........................................................................

here comes my new life...i got so many things that i have to complete in this year...

im going 21 this year...and what i loose i 'll gain it back...of course i didn't mean my relation..

i just want to gain back those i had loose in 2010...such as..friends, families and my birthday...!

because of him, i had loose so much of time that i will gain it back in this year...

hope my friends will forgive me...and my past..

well...i do have a little wish in this year...

witch is having my 21 birthday at Genting....i jz wish to do this only...

im not a greedy person as i never ask for so much of things in my life...

just hope i can do it...

as the age goes older...i felt that im not really to do so much of those ridiculous things anymore...

...............................................................~END~....................................................................................

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morning, readers...sorry for not posting photos recently....

but i really didn't took any pictures on my x'mas and also the new year..

all i get is just the pain in the heart...

quite emo rite..?

it's really boring in the house..

thx to my brother borrow me the broadband for 1 week, then i gonna give him back...

CHINESE NEW YEAR coming...

what had u buy for your wardrobe..?

im not in the shopping mood this year...

so my clothes and blouses are all simple...didn't mean to buy too much...

2011 first post

okay...i know it's been a long time i didnt post anything here...

at first, i taught i can post many thing about x'mas and new year pictures...

but at the end, my December is full of tears and sadness...

i think most of my reader know how emo i am recently...

but it's real...everytime when i thk of im gonna stay alone, live alone, watching movie alone..

my tears will automatically comes out and yet it's hard to stop also...

the day i spent this few weeks is really boring and full of sadness..

but what can i do ..? he already gave up me, what i do also useless...

because it doesn't work on him anymore...

i know im like giving up myself also...but it's real...

i really don't have any motivation without him..

the sadness and the tears always comes to me at the middle of the night...

what should i do..i just can wipe off and say to myself..be tough...

i only can said i already try my best to do it well in front of my families..

what can i do ...?

always act like im really happy can satisfied what i gain and what i get..(only infront of them..)

after that i will either use the beer or movies to make myself tired and fall a sleep...

really stupid right..?

but girls always the one get hurt and some of them even do the more stupid thing than me..

but i won't do those thing that will ends my life...because i still have my parents ..they need me...

btw, what i do recently is just sit ,lye, eat and slp...(just a simple life)

i don't know i should continue writing my blog or not...

because it may sounds emo and sad...

im sorry if u thk my post is boring and emo...